Review
Genre and Mood
Michelle Gurevich sings First Six Months of Love like a toast raised at the end of a long night: a slow singer-songwriter ballad with the low lights and glamour of dark pop. It is romantic, but knowingly so, and the bittersweet, melancholic undertow is what makes it stay with you.
Song Summary
The song celebrates the dizzy opening stretch of a love affair, the months when everything is new and nothing has gone wrong yet, while its very title admits that this stage ends. Gurevich delivers it in her trademark deep, unhurried voice, deadpan and tender at once, over a sparse, retro arrangement of soft synths and a slow, swaying beat. The wit is in the restraint: she never oversells the heartbreak, which makes it hurt more.
Musical Breakdown
The song moves at a slow-dance pace, and its structure is simple enough to let the lyric do the work.
Intro
A few warm keyboard chords and a gentle rhythm open the room, smoky and slightly faded, like a lounge just before closing time.
Verse 1
Gurevich’s voice enters low and close, describing the small rituals of new love with fond, slightly amused detail.
Chorus
The title line arrives as a gentle refrain rather than a big hook. Sung almost with a smile, it carries both the glow of the beginning and the shadow of what comes after.
Bridge
The arrangement thins and the mood darkens a shade, a moment of reflection before the last return to the refrain.
Outro
The refrain lingers and the instruments fade slowly, like the last couple left swaying on an empty dance floor.
Concepts in Focus
The arrangement leans on the synthesizer in its gentlest form: a few warm, slightly faded keyboard chords rather than bright leads or big pads. Synthesizers are often heard as cold or futuristic, but these sounds are deliberately retro, closer to a hotel-lounge organ than to a club, and they give the song its smoky, end-of-the-night glow.
The beat is programmed, a drum machine pattern kept slow and simple. Gurevich started out recording in her bedroom, famously naming her first project Chinawoman on the spur of the moment when GarageBand asked for a band name, and that home-studio economy is still audible. A machine-steady rhythm under a very human, unhurried voice is part of the song’s charm: the voice drifts, the beat stays.
Artistic Context
Michelle Gurevich was born in Toronto to Russian-Jewish immigrants, a Leningrad engineer and a Kirov ballerina, and grew up with Russian as her first language. She worked in film for ten years before trying to write a song, first recorded in her bedroom under the name Chinawoman and later dropped it to perform under her own name. Her influences run from Alla Pugacheva, Adriano Celentano and Charles Aznavour to Leonard Cohen, Nino Rota and Fellini, and her largest audience is in Eastern Europe. First Six Months of Love appears on New Decadence, her fourth album, released in 2016 and her first under her own name. Interviewing her in 2017 as a Toronto-born Berliner on tour with the album, Siegessäule singled out this song as one of the record’s reflections on city life and fleeting relationships; Gurevich said her songs keep returning to endings, to the gap between how things were and how they are, and to the passing of time.
Impact and Reception
Without a major label or radio push, Gurevich’s songs travel by word of mouth and through film: Lovers Are Strangers became the theme of the Latvian film Kolka Cool, Russian Ballerina soundtracked a Nokia advert, and her songs inspired the French film Party Girl. First Six Months of Love has travelled the same quiet way, from listener to listener. It belongs on this playground as a reminder that a quiet song can be devastating. Listen to it late, with someone or about someone.